I’m the kind of person that puts all his chips in and shows all his cards at once. I don’t like to gamble, I dont care to play games. I’d rather you know where I’m coming from and vice-versa, so no valuable time is wasted. That’s why it hurts for people like me to be a dreamer. Nobody thinks this way but me. And with that, you cant expect nothing of people but isolation, betrayal, and resentment. As these years go by and people hurt me, ill probably be left standing by myself. And then I would want nothing more then to be put down forever. Never to rise again