The After Hours Spot

OR MAYBE IT;S JUST ME. IM ASSUMING LOVE MAKES ONE QUITE FOOLISH, TAKES UP TO MUCH TIME WHILE FOCUS ON OTHER THINGS SHOULD BE THE PRIORITY, AND PROBABLY CAUSES MORE HEARTACHE THEN ANYTHING. MAYBE LOVE IS ONLY NATURAL WHEN IT IS RETURNED. IF YOUR LIFE IS BLESSED LIKE THAT. BUT IF GOD CHOSE NOT TO BLESS YOU IN THAT WAY, HOW IS LIFE SUPPOSED TO GO ON? SINCE SO MANY PEOPLE WORK, AND SURVIVE OFF OF LOVE? IF YOU DON’T HAVE IT WHY WOULD THE CREATOR PUT YOU IN THE WORLD TO SURVIVE WITH NOTHING? SEEMS LIKE A PRETTY UNFAIR AND UNNECESSARY LIFE.

vagabondaesthetics:

Clearly though you can relate to having 15000 women throwing their panties at you, making it rain on strippers, being a hood nigga, spending thousands of dollars on shows, killing people, a three headed monster from space observing humanity for the first time, the perspective of gun telling a story, etc.; but a man having a feelings for another man is just too out of your realm. 

Okay dude. Okay. 

TOO MANY DUMB ASSES IN THE WORLD

IF YOU’RE A BLACK PERSON NOT OF AFRICAN AMERICAN DESCENT. AND YOU HAVE A DISGUST OR DISRESPECT FOR MY PEOPLE AND MY HERITAGE. FUCK YOU!!! STAY THE FUCK OUT MY FACE!!! AND I HATE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS YOU HATE ME!! DIFFERENCE IS I HAVE A LEGIT REASON. NOW THE LESS INTERACTION WE HAVE WITH EACH OTHER THE BETTER, THIS SHIT IS REALLY BUGGING ME OUT. AND I CAN TRULY GO IN ON EVERY OTHER BACKGROUND OF BLACK PEOPLE, THE WAY THEY TAKE TIME OUT OF THEIR DAY TO DISRESPECT AFRICAN-AMERICANS BUT IT AINT EVEN WORTH IT. I KNOW MY PEOPLE ARE BLESSED IN OUR OWN WAYS, AND WE’VE NEVER NEEDED THE WHITE MAN’S VALIDATION TO BE WHO WE WANTED TO BE. CAN’T SAY THE SAME ABOUT YOU’LL. I SWEAR I LOVE MY CULTURE, YEA IT’S GOT IT’S ISSUES BUT YOU’RE CULTURE HAS EVEN WORSE ISSUES SO WE WONT GO THERE. BUT IM TIRED OF TRYING TO BE OPEN WITH EVERYBODY, WHEN IGNORANCE IS INCURABLE. SO IF THE DISRESPECT IS WHAT EVERYBODY WANTS, DISRESPECT IS WHAT EVERYBODY CAN GET. CUZ I CAN GO ROUND FOR ROUND ABOUT WHAT’S FUCKED ABOUT OTHER  GROUPS OF BLACK PEOPLE AND THE CULTURE THEY COME FROM. I CANT BE THE BIGGER PERSON NO MORE. COME FOR ME AND MINE AND I WILL RIP YOU AND YOUR’S TO SHREDS. SIMPLE AS THAT

I FIND THIS TO BE THE COMMON THEME THOUGH AND IT’S SAD. I GOT RESPECT FOR ALL MY BLACK PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD, AND I RECOGNIZE MY ANCESTORS, AND WHERE I COME FROM, AND OUR STRUGGLES AND TRIUMPHS. NOTHING CAN EVER MAKE ME BE ASHAME OF BEING AFRICAN AMERICAN. I DONT LOOK AT OTHER BLACK PEOPLE OF THE WORLD AS “EXOTIC” OR “BETTER” EVEN THOUGH IT’S BEEN MY EXPERIENCE THAT A LOT OF THEM THINK THAT OF THEMSELVES IN COMPARISON TO MY PEOPLE. I LOVE WHO I AM, AND I LOVE WHAT MY PEOPLE HAVE DONE. FOR MY ANCESTORS TO ONLY BE THE SMALL TINY 10% OF PEOPLE THAT WAS BROUGHT ACROSS THE SEE IN BONDAGE, WE SURE DID MAKE ONE OF THE BIGGEST DENTS IN THIS WORLD IN RECENT HISTORY. I STAND FOR ALL MY BLACK PEOPLE, BUT I LOVE MY AFRICAN AMERICAN ROOTS AD NOTHING AND NOBODY WILL MAKE ME FEELL DOWN OR PUT ME DOWN ABOUT IT. I THINK THIS IS THE REASON THERES HOSITILITY BETWEEN WEST INDIANS, AND AFRO-LATINO’S AND AFRICANS. EVERYBODY THINKS THEY’RE A HIGHER BREED OR CALIBER THEN THE NEXT AND IT AINT TRUE. BUT PEOPLE WERE RAISED TO THINK SUCH IGNORANT THOUGHTS AND IM NOBODY’S PARENT, SO THEY ARE FREE TO HAVE THE THE THOUGHT THAT THEY HAVE. BUT IT’S ASHAME I PROBABLY WONT BE ABLE TO BEFRIEND ALOT OF THE BLACK PEOPLE FROM OTHER  BACKGROUNDS FOR THE SIMPLE FACT THAT THEY THINK ME, MY PEOPLE, MY CULTURE AND MY LEGACY IS NOTHING BUT TRASH TO THEM. I TAKE IT PERSONALLY, AND HONESTLY I DONT LIKE ANYBODY THAT DOESN’T LIKE ME. IM GONNA TRY MY HARDEST TO NOT BE LIKE THEM AND HOLD A HOSTILITY OR A SUPERIOR COMPLEX OVER THESE OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE I KNOW IT’S NOT TRUE FOR ANY GROUP OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD. I KNOW MY GRAMMAR IS FUCKED UP AND I HAVE RUN ON SENTENCES BUT WHO GIVES A FUCK, HAD TO GET THAT OUT