May 2012
243 posts
I probably shouldn't be up right since i gotta get...
I MISS MY DAD
HE’S NOT DEAD OR ANYTHING. I JUST MISS HIM. WONDER IF ITLL BE APPROPRIATE TO TELL HIM SO. I GUESS IM TOO OLD FOR THAT. BUT I STILL MISS HIM
I THINK IM GONNA JUST LET ME HAIR DOWN THIS SUMMER...
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I'M NOT GONNA LIE I HAVENT BEEN LIVING UP TO AND...
I GUESS SOME OF MY GRIEF IS MY OWN DOING, BUT IVE HAD SO MANY FALSE STARTS AND PROMISES THAT I JUST FIND IT HARD TO GIVE MY ALL TO ANYTHING ANYMORE, IM ALWAYS AFRAID WHATEVER I DO GIVE 11% WILL TURN OUT TO BE A WASTE OF TIME ANYWAYS. ::SIGH:: IM PERPLEXED BUT WHAT I SHOULD DO. CERTAIN THINGS I CANT STAND OR SURVIVE TO GO THROUGH FOR A 5TH 6TH OR 7TH TIME.
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“Don’t take it personally if I can’t trust you. I’ve just been...”
– IT’S REALLY WHAT SOMEBODY ELSE HAS DONE TO ME THAT AFFECTS THE WAY I DEAL WITH YOU
I DONT CARE WHAT MY MAMA OR WHAT MY FEMALE...
::DROPS MIC::
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Body is tired, so is my mind, so is the heart
I GUESS IM TRYING MY BEST TO STRENGTHEN BOTH. WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO DETOX ALL 3. WHICH MEANS LETTING GO OF SOMETHINGS, MAYBE EVERYTHING. I GUESS IVE COME TO THE AGE WHERE YOU KNOW WHAT’S IN THE CARDS AND WHAT’S NOT, AND THEN FATE BECOMES A SILY LITTLE GAME THAT YOU NO LONGER CHOOSE TO PLAY. MAYBE IVE GOTTEN TO MY BREAKING POINT, AND MAYBE MY BREAKING POINT IS WHAT I NEED TO MOVE ON I...
I'M GONNA PUT MY PIC ON HERE
I know what I must do now, it wont be a easy move,...
ITS A SAD SITUATION
My imagination is too strong, to the point where...
Sometimes I cant even believe myself, and i dont...
Maybe if i stopped wanting, stopped desiring, then...
Self medicating
This summer i will be learning how to play piano...
“I remember on our first date/ooouuuuuuu/you kissed me and you walked...”
– NP DON’T PLAY THAT SONG FOR ME - ARETHA FRANKLIN
I OFTEN WONDER WHAT AN OLD FASHION LOVE FEELS LIKE
